I am a lily in the midst of roses
A summer flower whom winter hasn't frozen
a smile surrounded by frowns
up while everyone else is down
black and white
dark and light
day and night
do i fit in?
no i don't
will that upset me?
no it won't
I don't wear Hollister or Abercrombie
Whats inside me should matter more than whats on me
So should i change for someone else?
No id rather be myself
I'm content being a lily in the midst of roses
I'm content being the flower whom winter hasn't frozen.

I have a wall you cannot see 'cuz it's deep down inside of me,
it blocks my heart on every side and helps emotions there to hide,
you can't reach in,
i can't reach out,
you wonder what its all about,
the wall i built that you can't see results from insecurity,
each time my tender heart was hurt the scars within grew worse and worse,
so stone by stone i built this wall,
now it's thick and it won't fall,
please understand that it's not you,
so continue trying to break through,
i want so much to show myself and love from you will really help,
so bit by bit chip at my wall 'till stone by stone it starts to fall,
i know the process will be slow,
it's always hard letting go,
of hurts and failures long ingrained,
upon one's heart of years of pain,
I'm so afraid to let you in,
i know i might get hurt again,
i did the best i could to build,
a perfect wall but there are still,
a few small flaws which are the key,
to breaking through the wall to me,
please use each flaw,
to cause each crack,
to knock a stone off of the stack,
for just as stone by stone was laid,
with every hurt and every pain,
so stone by stone the wall will break,
as love replaces every ache.